Beyond The Idol (The Porcelain Prince, Chapter 7) (series: Vampires, Book 1)

The Dark Angels aren’t bound by any vampire myth. Sunlight doesn’t burn them. Wooden stakes are a joke. As for Cage Knox… Each day I discover something far darker behind the idol wrapped in silk and stage lights. A monster created by a past no boy should have to endure. The Porcelain Prince has terrible secrets, and today, they’re starting to unravel.

Before I know it, I’m chasing the ghost of a boy who survived the impossible and became the stuff of legend. A boy I’m desperate to save—or die trying.  

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Aimee

This is a bigass house. A huge white villa with a dense garden, located on top of a cliff and overlooking a wild, often loud river. It would make a perfect setting for a gothic movie if it weren’t the lively backstage of the Dark Angels shooting material for their fans. 

The house bustles with activity during the day, but at nightfall, it’s as if it crosses a portal to a different world. The place becomes a tomb, suspended in a strange universe, with me as its sole inhabitant. Creepy sounds echo from its furthest corners, filled with the breath of night. At night, the Dark Angels go out to hunt or rest, or at least that’s what Verona told me. 

“Can I ask you something?” I say during our weekly session, focused on the new sketch I’m drawing of Cage. It comes easily, especially now that I get to watch him every day, even if only from a distance. “How did they become what they are? I mean—”

“I know what you mean,” she cuts me off before I can say the word. 

I bite my lip to keep the word in.

“Listen, Cage said you would tell me anything I needed to know, so help me make sense of these visions. By telling me what I need to know about him.” 

Verona glares like she can see through me, so I decide it’s safer to veer a little off course. 

“Well, mainly about what they are in general. I mean, what are their weaknesses, which myths are true, what is bullshit. That kind of information is vital to protect against the spells their enemies plan to cast at the next concert, for example.”

“The boys won’t rely on you to create the defense, Aimee. They won’t rely on anyone.” Then, lowering her voice. “They’re vampires. Marvel heroes have nothing on them. All they need is to know exactly what they’re up against.”

“In order to provide that, I need to know what their enemies are likely to strike at. It would restrict the range of research, and buy us time.”

Verona looks over the banister at the bustling production set on the ground floor. Dante and Onyx are pretending to wrestle a smoking roast on the kitchen island, while Cage and Zion are trading punches in a boxing match on Wii.

“Okay, but not here.”

She motions for me to get up from my beanbag chair, which I only achieve after a series of awkward tries that earn me giggles from the surrounding staff. I follow her to the garden, into a wonderfully warm spring day filled with the scent of lilies, a fresh tinge of water on the air from the river. With all teams busy inside, we have a surprising level of privacy here.

“There goes one myth, at least—that vampires abhor the public eye,” I begin. “If anything, they seem to thrive on it.”

“Well, these vampires were pop idols first,” Verona says as she lowers herself into a loveseat. 

 I take the one in front of her, or rather drop into it unceremoniously. 

“So, how long have they been what they are?” I look through the glass wall into the house, my eyes instinctively searching for Cage. 

When he’s not looking, I can’t tear my eyes away from him. The man seems made to spite the pussy, and today he’s especially mouthwatering. The way that black silk shirt clings to his body… It’s unbuttoned down to his stomach, revealing his marble chest and the angular lines of his muscles that I can’t help licking my lips watching.

Fuck, I should stop torturing myself. 

I’m a gray mouse in a dress and a pompon. At least the dress tightens at my waist to make it look like I have tits and ass, which is an illusion. I’m thin, overly pale, and my eyes are disproportionately large compared to the rest of my face. Sometimes I think the Silly Face IG filter was created after me. If it wasn’t, then it should have been. 

“So they were already idols when they were turned?” I say, tearing my eyes from him. “Does it even work that way? With biting and turning, I mean?”

“Nobody really knows when they got turned, or who turned them, but it surely happened when they were already idols,” Verona replies, sitting back in her loveseat and looking inside through the glass wall, too. 

“How long have you known them?” 

“Ever since they were kids, really,” she says. “Cage was thirteen when I first met him.” Her red lips pull into a warm smile. It makes her look almost beautiful. Motherly. “His family had brought him in for auditions. They were simple, hard-working people from a small town near the DMZ. Cage was the oldest of two boys. They said that Cage was a devoted child who helped every single day around the farm. He’d get up at seven even on Sundays, feed the animals and clean the stables. He went to school religiously, cram school too. He dreamed of going to university, getting a good job and all that, but his parents believed he had potential for more.”

“He didn’t have any special ambitions? That’s unusual for a pop idol. They’re an ambitious bunch.”

“Cage is inherently hard-working and focused, and he always had a good sense of what was possible. He didn’t aspire to what he deemed unattainable. He was a strong, dependable, quiet kid, and even though life on the farm was hard, he never complained. But there was also a more sensitive side to him, one that he never showed to the world, not even to his parents. Whenever the animals got sick, he would spend the night with them in the stables. He’d stroke them and sing to them until they got better. One night, his father went to bring him food, and heard him. He described the experience as almost mystical, causing him to drop the plates. His son had the voice of an angel.” She turns her gaze toward the sky. 

“Anyway, for a family like the Knoxes, sending their son to a school for the arts was out of the question, financially and logistically. Cage’s only chance was to get a scholarship, but even for that, he needed a background in music and dance, which he didn’t have.  So his parents looked for alternatives.”

Her eyes level to mine. “Luckily, Cage had more than just a great voice. At thirteen, he was already a very pretty boy. Star material from the get-go, a diamond in the rough. He killed it at the auditions, leaving the competition in the dust. It was only a matter of days until the company discovered his talent for dancing. Even though thirteen is normally a late start for a dancer, Cage was special, and he did great. But soon, he found out that his power of seduction was both a gift and a curse.”

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Shadow Stalker (The Porcelain Prince, Chapter 6) (series: Vampires, Book 1)

Cage

My brothers were right – I should have stayed away. Instead, I’ve been watching her sleep for weeks.

Aimee’s visions are getting stronger, pulling her into fevered dreams that leave her reaching for me in the darkness. Dante warns me that I’m teetering on the edge of losing control, but when she wakes up gripping my hand like her life depends on it, I know I can’t walk away.

She’s seen something. Something that has her desperate to dive back into the visions, no matter how much pain they cause her. She’s begging for more time together, claiming she needs that to make better sense of her visions. The problem is, every moment I spend near her makes it harder to resist the monster inside me.

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I’ve seen a lot of women in my life. So many that I lost the ability to feel attraction to them. Hundreds have paraded in front of us at fan meetings, and many of them found ways to infiltrate the places where we ate or the flights we took, with some good stalking-strategists making it even past security into our hotel rooms. None of us Dark Angels ever complained, though. We knew what we signed up for when we chose the way of fame, fully aware most of the attention would be unwanted.

But Aimee is more than just a fan with a crush. She and I have a connection that feels deep, inscrutable.

“You shouldn’t get so close.”

I find Dante is standing by the window, like a ghost, breezing in with the night air.  “Her blood calls to you. It’s dangerous.”

“I wouldn’t hurt her.” 

“Not yet.” Then, after a charged break, “you know what happened the last time one of us couldn’t keep their distance.”

I usually spend a lot of effort trying to keep that particular memory out of my head, but it’s hard when you’re the living proof of what happens when a vampire loses control.

“It’s not the same. She and I have a strange connection, the things she sees…” I frown at Aimee’s sleeping form in the moonlight filtering directly from the window onto her bed like on an altar, Dante and I hidden in the shadows like demons.

“It’s the mirror effect,” he says. “You see some of your own agony reflected in her. For the first time, you desire someone’s blood the way he desired yours. So step away, Cage.”

Dante and I have been through similar experiences, and we share the same curse, which is why he thinks he gets it—but he doesn’t.

“I can’t. I need to understand why she sees the things she does.”

“I understand the need to solve the mystery, but now’s not the time. Not while her body is still pulsing with the fever of her last vision. Her blood is boiling in her veins.” 

“That’s exactly why I can’t leave her alone. It’s the closest we can get to those visions, and to understanding why they’re happening.”

“Okay, but then have someone else monitor her. Preferably a human.”

“Her visions are about me, Dante, I’m the only person she needs here.”

He rests a hand on my shoulder. “I’m worried about what she does to you, Cage. You’re teetering on the edge of a cliff.”

The same sense of fatality has crept into my veins, too, but for some masochistic reason I don’t want it gone.

“It’s been so long since I’ve felt something,” I say quietly, eyes still on Aimee. She looks so beautiful, so innocent while she sleeps, and the more I look at her, the less able I am to turn away. “Anything at all.”

“This is toxic. For both of you.”

“I won’t fall for her, if that’s what you’re worried about.”

Dante shakes his head. 

“And yet she’s more than just another fangirl to you.”

“It’s not like I want her.” I snap around with an iron gaze. “But I need to understand her. Ziggy Kwan intended to use her against us someway.”

“Yes, but you killed Ziggy, and the secret died with him. He told his brother what we are, but not about the girl.”

“Oh, but we don’t know that, do we?”

He sighs like he’s done trying to reason with me. “Then we should find a way to isolate her permanently, but not by keeping her here, with us.” 

“You saw what happened today. She’s having visions, this time not about our past, but about our future.” I return my eyes to Aimee. “It seems her closeness to us is useful.” My eyes burn, hungry for the sight of her, even as I’m watching her. 

Dante takes a few moments to think about it. 

“Okay, so she’s useful. But if the rest of us go along with this, it better have results, Cage. And once she’s exhausted her usefulness, you’ll part ways with her for good.”

My jaw locks.

“She can’t stay a minute longer than necessary,” Dante doubles down. “Otherwise, sooner or later, you will take her blood.”

I wish I could contradict him, but I can’t. Every fiber in my body thirsts for her blood. She lets out a low, tormented moan, and my muscles tighten, thoughts of very carnal nature blooming in my head. I jump up and turn my back to her, squeezing my eyes shut.  

I can feel Dante staring hard at me as if this proves his point. 

And maybe it does. 

One way or the other, Aimee Rouge awakened a part of me that no one has touched in a very long time. A part that I’d thought dead after all the twisted experiences I’ve had behind closed doors. We seem so delicious and seductive on the outside, but the truth of the Dark Angels has nothing to do with the personas we project to the world. On the inside, we’re fucked up, damaged goods.

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Behind The Scenes (The Porcelain Prince, Chapter 5) (series: Vampires, Book 1)

Aimee

I used to obsess over the Dark Angels. I collected their photos, analyzed their interviews, pored over every detail of their perfectly crafted image. But watching them film their reality show at their mansion, I discover a dark reality.

The cameras capture their flawless skin and seductive smiles, but not what I see—the way five predators move with grace among humans while pretending to be nothing more than K-pop idols.

Then the vision hits me like lightning, and suddenly I’m scrawling prophecies I don’t understand.

When I look up, all five Dark Angels are surrounding me, their beauty as deadly as their secret. But it’s Cage—the Porcelain Prince, my bias—who reaches for my hand.

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Aimee

To be perfectly honest, before I met Cage Knox, I’d entrained the possibility that he might be gay. His beauty is androgynous, with an angular, masculine bone structure that would make a god jealous, but he also has the smooth skin of a nymph, and the most kissable lips that ever existed. His looks and his stage style make his sexuality hard to determine. Fact is, he has as many fanboys as fangirls, and RockOn Entertainment banks on that big time. 

On that, and his unique voice.

Cage’s voice is masculine when he speaks, but when he sings, it’s mesmerizing and seductive. Team all that up with his body, which is a work of art in itself, and you have a cocktail no human can resist. He looks just as good in form-fitting stage attire as he does in the designer suits he wears at fashion events for labels who pay fortunes, which drives both men and women wild. 

I still don’t know what hit me. I still can’t believe I’m here, at the house he shares with the other Angels and his closest staff, privy to their behind-the-scenes life. 

They’re shooting some kind of reality show right now, and I’ve slipped onto the first floor landing to watch. It’s fascinating how these kinds of videos are made, the same kinds I used to fangirl over with Louise. The Dark Angels have been on the market for a decade, so we all basically grew up with them, which involved a lot of fantasizing and lusting. There was a time when I obsessed over Cage’s sexuality, investigating online. And when that didn’t deliver a clear answer, I resorted to researching people’s opinions, which were always split fifty-fifty, and which plunged me into a vicious circle of self-inflicted torture.

Now I realize that all that uncertainty was carefully engineered. What looks spontaneous is heavily scripted. Cameras are always rolling in their house, mics in the air, the hair and make-up team at the ready, and bustling with activity when the time comes.  

I lower myself onto the floor and grip the banister bars, watching the five vampires put on a reality show in the sunlight—which they clearly don’t burn away from. I wonder how many other myths will be busted during my stay with them.

Vampires. Will I ever get used to the idea that they exist? I’m sure as fuck still losing sleep over it, staying up at night with the covers pulled up to my eyes, and expecting the door to creak open, Cage sliding in like the mist. I guess it’s what I get for reading too many vampire books. 

If I’m completely honest, I was actually hoping that he’d come visit me, but it seems he’s lost all interest now that I’m here. We barely talked to each other at all since that plane landed. Maybe keeping me monitored was all he cared about, but my need for answers grew bigger with every day I didn’t get them. The ‘Assistant’ on the phone Verona gave me turned out to be a poker-faced young girl who clearly doesn’t like me and speaks the bare minimum, so I couldn’t get more than food, drink, clothes, and basic information out of her. 

So, I started investigating on my own, venturing out of my room these past few nights. The place felt eerily empty and, the first time, I got scared and returned to my room. But I didn’t abandon the project, and got further and further every night.

Suddenly, Cage looks up, and we lock eyes. I jerk toward the mug of coffee I left on the floor and pick it up with both hands, just to give myself something to do. Damn it, my heart is pounding so freaking hard. 

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Fangirl (The Porcelain Prince, Chapter 4) (series: Vampires, Book 1)

Aimee’s POV

A private jet. The hottest boy band in the world. And Cage Knox across from me — beautiful, terrifying, and very much not human. I used to dream of this moment. Now I just hope I survive it.

CHAPTER IV

Aimee

I ride to the airport in a long black limo, crammed between producers barking orders into their phones, but at least Cage isn’t riding with me, which is a relief. 

One of the assistants calls my parents right in front of me, and informs them that I took an internship with the Dark Angels. She says in a chirpy voice that I was over-the-moon about it, which I probably would be, under any other circumstances. When I desperately signal her to give me the phone, she covers the mouthpiece and whispers angrily that I look too distressed to talk to them. That I’d make Mom worry. The unspoken ‘ungrateful brat’ in her tone isn’t lost on me, and when the girls next to me grab my shoulders and shove me back against the seat, I know they share her opinion. 

Distressed.

I must still have the wild look on my face from when I first found out. 

I wonder what they’d do if they knew what I do. 

Cage warned me about breathing a single word about his secret, which means that none of the army of people working for the Dark Angels—an entire industry in themselves—has any idea what they’re dealing with. I doubt that any of them has ever experienced an idol baring his fangs inches away from their faces, then basically kidnapping them. 

But if their poisonous glares are any indication, they’d kill to be in my place right now.

Not that I blame them. Just yesterday, I would have killed to be in my place, too. But now, with the growing vivid knowledge that my crush is a vampire? 

We slip into the airport through a secluded alleyway that’s clearly reserved just for us, pulling up beside a private jet with its passenger stairs already waiting. On the ground, staff members buzz with phones and gadgets, their business swelling into a frenzy as the limo carrying the members rolls to a stop.

The wind whips across my face the moment I step out, tossing my hair in every direction, until I duck into the cozily luxurious interior. My jaw drops. Gold trim gleams against beige leather, and every booth is its own haven, with deep seats, private screens, tablet tables, cupholders. A flight attendant seizes my arm — not gently — and steers me toward one of the booths. I sink into the seat, which folds around me like a cocoon. It’s so absurdly comfortable, so insistently designed for relaxation, that a sigh escapes before I can stop it.

But when the Dark Angels file in, one by one, my breath catches.

My pulse skyrockets when Cage lowers himself elegantly into the booth right across from me. There’s enough space between us for both of us to stretch out our legs, and yet I can feel his energy on my skin. It’s electrifying, raising goose bumps all over me. 

Every cell of my body screams with the awareness of what he really is, but his beauty still sucks me in like an inescapable magnet. That perfect bone structure, his porcelain skin, the sinful shape of his lips and the shadowy darkness around his eyes that emphasizes their depth. What many would speculate is perfectly applied makeup or even surgically enhanced perfection is actually the natural allure of a mythical predator. 

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The Covenant (The Porcelain Prince, Chapter 3) (series: Vampires, Book 1)

Cage’s POV

She thinks she’s just a fan with a sketchbook. Cute, distracted, too lost in her fantasies to realize the danger she’s in. But her drawings of me, they don’t depict the kind of things you stumble into by accident. They’re secrets no one should know, and they’ve already put a target on her back.

I should silence her, end the risk before it spreads. That’s what anyone in my situation would do. Instead, I find myself caging her in, breathing in the sweetest scent I ever felt, and offering her a choice.

Come with me… or else.

CHAPTER III

Cage

I measure her from head to toe as she stands only a few feet away from me. The scent of her blood is distracting, but at least the surge has passed—it’s the reason why I gave her brandy. She’s more comfortable with my presence now, and her racing blood has calmed down. I caught her scent from the moment she walked into the back room, we all did, which is why we used our bodies to lower the room temperature. Without room temperature control, the scent of her blood would have been maddening.  

Just a few moments ago, when her cheeks flushed red, my need for it spiked. She’s like a decadent cake in front of a starved man. Who would have thought that someone like her could hold such power. But her blood isn’t the only thing that’s special about this small, pretty girl in a navy blue uniform and an apron.

Her face is, too. Her eyes are particularly large and prominent, dwarfing her mouth and her button nose, her chin tiny, her face perfectly heart-shaped. She reminds me of an old geisha painting because she’s not only the kind of girl that would stick out in a crowd, but one you can’t look away from once your eyes rest on her. 

The more I look at her, the more beautiful she seems with those long lashes shielding her large eyes, giving her an air of melancholy. The way the bodyguards checked her out before they left the diner on my order wasn’t lost on me either, but her head is too high up in the clouds for her to even notice the kind of attention she draws. By the way she carries herself and how stunned she is by my attention, she probably doesn’t even consider herself all that attractive, which is preposterous.

“What if I told you that your sketches were the reason we booked this place?” I walk closer, my finger tracing the counter. “That you are the only reason we’re here?”

“My sketches?” she blabbers.

“Tell me something, Aimee.” I tilt my head to the side, my eyes fixed on her. “Why do you draw me?”

She bites her lower lip like she’s just been caught red-handed. “Why does it matter? There are thousands of girls out there doing the same thing. It’s not like I was doing anything out of the ordinary.”

“Oh, but you were. Your drawings are extraordinary because what they represent can’t come from just pure imagination.”

She scoffs, folding her arms across her chest. “Of course it’s nothing but imagination.” 

I close the space between us entirely, trapping her between my arms and the counter. She inhales sharply, her big eyes growing even bigger, her arms tighter across her chest.

“What you draw actually exists, Aimee. And I think you know it.”

Her brow furrows in confusion before she bursts into laughter. “You mean vampires? Come on. Did Louise put you up to this? Is this some kind of prank, candid camera or something?” She leans back to glance toward the kitchen, then glances at the diner’s corners to search for cameras. I wait for her to confirm their absence, keeping a straight face. 

“You must connect to your art in a special way, because you couldn’t have known these things otherwise,” I tell her, my voice like velvet. “Which is why you are in grave danger – and you need to listen to me very carefully.”

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The Mask Breaker (The Porcelain Prince, Chapter 2) (series: Vampires, Book 1)

Aimee’s POV:

I thought my sketches of the Porcelain Prince would stay on napkins, in daydreams, and the no-name little site I sometimes upload them to. But when the Dark Angels walk into our tiny diner, and Cage Knox fixes those impossible eyes on me, I realize I’ve stepped straight into the pages of my own obsession. The air turns cold, my pulse won’t settle, and I can’t tell if this is fate or a beautiful nightmare that’s just about to come true.

Aimee

My eyes fly from my phone display to the napkin on which I’m scrawling my new sketch. Him. The Porcelain Prince. That face that speaks to me on levels that I only understand with my fingertips. I keep scrawling until the pencil’s tip breaks. I lift my hand, my eyes trained on his face. I wish I could have drawn the lines around his eyes better. The Porcelain Prince’s eyes have fascinated the entire world for years now. It looks like he’s wearing eyeliner, but I’m not so sure. Every time I draw him, I have the feeling that what looks like make-up around his eyes is something else…

“Aimee, I need your help with the private group in the back room.” Craig slides an order pad under my nose, snapping me out of my reverie about Cage Knox. 

“What?” I straighten my back, not sure I heard him right. “Why me?”

He shrugs. “I asked the same question. Their manager won’t tell. But this is f*cking huge for us, so you’re doing it.”

He spins around, wiping his hands on his apron, his broad back disappearing into the back of our diner, while I try to blink the confusion out of my head. Craig wouldn’t even tell me WHO we were hosting until now, and only had me serving the bodyguards and security staff.

The mysterious guests arrived in a row of black cars, while police sealed the entire block for the event, so I knew this was big. Bigger than usual, but no more than Craig-doing-business-with-cartels big, really, and he never lets me in on those. No reason for any of those guys to ask for me specifically, either.

I swipe the order pad off the counter before I follow Craig to the back, feeling the security team’s hawkish glares denting my back. Anxiety hits, and I can barely hide it. I walk down the aisle smoothing the sides of my hair, then brushing my sweaty hands over my uniform. I’m wearing a short navy-blue dress and an apron, both of which hug my body too tightly, but at least there’s no cleavage, and I’m not exactly the curviest of women anyway. In fact, at twenty-one, I still look like an anorexic teenager, which at least puts me off the radar of the difficult clients—the reason why Craig hired me in the first place, I think. I’m anything but Hooters material, and that means less trouble for him.

I stop in front of the back room door, wiping what might be smudges of black eyeliner from under my eyes with my fingers. I have a feeling my makeup looks like shit. I really wasn’t ready for this, Craig, damn you. There’s muffled talking from inside the back room, men’s voices. Pleasant voices. Somehow familiar. One of them chuckles. The sound of something frying sears through the air, and my eyes fly over to the kitchen. Craig is staring at me, signaling me with his chin to go inside. He usually hides it well, but not today. He’s as anxious about this as I am, his eyes are comically wide with it.

Okay, here goes nothing.

I take a deep breath, turn the knob, and enter without knocking. If they asked for me, then they must expect me.

But after the first step, my heart stops. 

Five men, looking as if they’ve just stepped out of the covers of magazines, stare right at me. I marginally register multiple faces around them, but these five stand out like sore thumbs. One has a man bun and a perfectly chiseled face, wearing jeans, boots, and an oversized designer sweater—Diesel. He’s sitting right next to Dante, the dark, mysterious, gentlemanly one, his black turtleneck and fitted suit jacket emphasizing that demeanor. The ones flanking them are unmistakably Zion and Onyx. And all of them are a hundred f*cking percent members of the Dark Angels.

Then there’s the guy in the white linen shirt and ripped jeans. The magnet of the group, at least for me. My bias. I can feel my eyes swelling out of their sockets. Key-shaped earrings dangling from his ears, the shirt clinging to his body, his stare like the caress of a leather whip—Cage Knox, in the f*cking flesh. The Porcelain Prince.

His skin is absolutely flawless even in reality, and there’s no doubt—it’s not the eyeliner that gives the effect of his stare. His eyes really are from another fucking world. Everything is perfect about him, from the shape of his face to his outfit, to his undercut and the ashen strands of hair that fall just right over his forehead. As for the lips… Nope, don’t go there, Aimee Rouge.

I’m standing here with my mouth open while the freaking Dark Angels stare back at me in silence, surrounded by what must be their staff. I’m a deer in the freaking headlights. Trust me, you don’t want the attention of five pop idols and their crew on you at the same time, not while you’re wearing an ill-fitting uniform, your hair is a messy ponytail, and your makeup is barely still holding on.

I clear my throat and step closer to the table, forcing myself to move my attention to their staff. Girls with iPads sit ready to take notes or carry out tasks like well-trained soldiers. From what I’ve heard, they’re used to hours and intensity of work that most people can’t – and don’t even want – to imagine, and they’re clearly efficient as hell. 

“H-hello, my n-name is Aimee Rouge, and I’m your server tonight.” Okay, that sounded stupid. They already knew that.

My index finger shakes uncontrollably as it hovers over the pad, so I pull it closer to my chest before anyone can notice.

I can barely type the producers’ requests, and things get even worse when the boys start placing their orders. Cage is the last one, and I can’t get myself to even glance at him. What if he sees how much of a sucker I am for him? No, shit, stop, how could he ever see that, it’s not written on my face. My head is spinning. I’m his server, it’s disrespectful not to look at him. Come on, look at him.

I raise my eyes from the pad, and meet his gaze. That oh so deservedly famous gaze. The air turns cold. I swear the temperature just dropped by several degrees, otherwise why am I shivering? I’m making a complete idiot of myself. 

“The McFlint beefsteak for me,” he says. “Medium rare. I hear it’s quite famous.” Did that voice just speak only for me? I’m getting lightheaded. I need to get out of here as soon as possible, and no, nothing about this place is famous. McFlint is just a small town diner. Why in the world are the Dark Angels even here? They shouldn’t be here. They shouldn’t be anywhere near this place.

“I’ll be right back with your orders.” F*ck, that sounded as stupid as everything I said before.

I scurry out like a chicken running from slaughter. As soon as the door falls shut behind me, I slap my back against it and wipe my forehead with the back of my hand. I’m still wondering if I’ve slipped into a parallel universe as I stagger my way to the kitchen.

“Craig, what the actual f*ck?” I blurt out. “Why didn’t you tell me so I could prepare for this?”

“What difference would it have made? How would you have prepared for the f*cking Dark Angels and their entire crew?”

“At least I would have worn something else, not this freaking uniform.” Let’s face it, I look as cheap as the burgers he’s frying, and I smell like them, too. 

He holds his palms up.

“In my defense, I didn’t know, okay?”

“You didn’t know it was them?”

“I didn’t know they’d want you! One of their managers, Miss Verona something, called me a few days ago for the reservation; she paid a fat sum in advance to have the whole diner to themselves, and complete secrecy. The rest is history. I didn’t imagine it would be them. And I didn’t imagine she’d walk out of there twenty minutes ago and ask that you serve them, specifically.”  

His eyes fly anxiously toward the door that separates the Angels’ back room from the corridor. Craig is clearly as overwhelmed as I am. The place is a dump, even the private back room is makeshift. It used to be a smoking area back in the day when smoking was good for you.

Out of options, I turn to yoga breathing, propping my hands on my hips, begging the universe that it will help calm me down.

“Do you at least have some idea why they made that request?” I need to make at least a little sense of this.

He grabs my shoulders with his big hands, pinning me in place. “The only thing I know, Aimee, is that we have to make the best of this. It’s a huge opportunity for us!” He winks, squeezing my shoulders for reassurance. “And you know what else is huge? That you get to be so close to your crush.”

The blood drains from my head. “My crush?”

“Come, don’t even. You scrawled his face on a dozen napkins.”

“It’s not like that. He’s not my crush.” Sh*t, this is like my parents catching me masturbating. 

“Right, of course not.” He drops his hands off me and hurries back to the fryers just as more help enters through the back door—Louise, my best friend and the best amateur cook ever. Craig clearly has no intention of telling her who’s here, big secret and all, so I drop the bomb before she lands in the same situation I did. She goes into shock for a few moments and then beams from ear to ear. 

“Are you freaking serious?” she shrieks, but Craig hurries to cover her mouth.

“Shhhhh. We don’t want the press all over this now, do we?”

“Good luck keeping it from them,” she says as she pushes him off and reaches for an apron to tie around her waist. “This entire block is surrounded by black cars and men with sunshades at the wheel. I had to show ID and prove that I worked here for them to let me pass. The press is gonna come asking questions soon enough. This kind of security will draw attention.”

“Then let’s get this over with before they catch wind of it,” Craig says, rubbing his hands together.

It takes three trips carrying two laden trays, one in each hand, for me to bring all orders in, and every time the temperature in the room seems even lower. By the last trip, I don’t have any doubt anymore that it’s not just me. The difference between being inside and outside is obvious. When I walk in there, it’s like walking into a freezer. 

I barely dare raise my eyes for fear that the plates, bottles, and glasses will spill all over our guests. If I want to keep things steady, I have to avoid eye contact, but it’s virtually impossible with Cage watching me – I can feel him through all my pores.

 By the time I finish bringing everything in, the pressure is unbearable, and the cold, goddamn it, the cold.

All my instincts scream that I have to get out of here, and fast.

As soon as everything’s set on their table I hurry out and head over to the bar, seeking shelter under the counter. I pull my knees up and brace myself, doing the yoga breathing, and praying that it actually works this time. I really need to pull myself together. I’ve been drawing him consistently for months now, putting my obsession out there on fan art sites under a pen name, and now it’s gotten to my brain, and I can’t function normally around him, imagining all sorts of things. 

“Aimee.”

I freeze under the counter. It’s his voice. That voice that feels like leather running down your skin. I get up to my feet and look slowly up at him, careful not to lose my shit, but then it hits me. Fuck! The drawing I made of him on the napkin, it’s just under his nose. And he’s seen it. He’s staring down at it right now. 

“Forgive me if I scared you,” he says, stepping behind the counter to my side, and staring up at the bottles shelved along the wall. “I didn’t mean to. I suppose I couldn’t resist the intrigue.” He glances at the napkin, and then at me. He smiles, and I swear the entire world tilts, so much that I have to catch myself against the counter. “You draw faces no one is supposed to ever see, Aimee Rouge. This could prove dangerous – especially if you catch the attention of men like me.”

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The Idolmaker (The Porcelain Prince, Chapter I) (series: Vampires, Book 1)

Cage’s POV:

Blood looks beautiful on polished leather.

The bastard’s still breathing. That’s my first mistake.

See, when you’re the “Porcelain Prince” of the most in-demand boy band in the world, people expect pretty. Pretty face, perfect smile, badass body. What they don’t know is that a monster has been growing behind that mask.

Ziggy Kwan made me. Broke me. Used me. Tonight, I’m returning the favor with interest and fangs.

But the sick fuck’s been busy. He knows things. Has pictures. The kind that could burn my world down and take my brothers with it.

Here’s the thing about cages, though—sometimes the thing inside is more dangerous than what’s trying to keep it locked up.

Welcome to my nightmare, Ziggy. Hope you choke on it.

CHAPTER I

Cage

I push the door slowly and step inside, one shiny black shoe in front of the other. The shoes must always be perfect for these occasions. There’s something about the trail of blood splattering onto the leather when I finish with them that fulfills me. Each taste of vengeance is worth celebrating. This right here is so much more than feeding.

Muffled women’s moans are like background vocals in each and every one of these situations, because most of these sick bastards are usually having their way with a number of them. I’ve learned to plan my hits around these nights. I push aside the glittery curtain that shields his crib from the sitting area, adding visuals to the sounds. Ziggy Kwan’s sweaty white belly glistens in the light from the city skyline, his black silk robe open and hanging at his sides as a woman half his age pleasures him with her mouth. Another pair of hands slither around his body, while he pours champagne over the girl’s small white breasts, and licks the liquid greedily off her brown nipples. 

The girls are putting up a good act, but I can smell their disgust in their pheromones. I can see it in the finest twitches of their face muscles. But in the end, there’s competition for the privilege of sleeping with one of the most powerful media moguls in the city, and hell, who am I to judge. There aren’t many other ways to get to the top for girls like them, not with men like Ziggy Kwan running their world. 

Which is one other reason I’m going to enjoy this.

My fangs push long and sharp out of my gums, redness heating up my eyes as it seeps into my irises. The scent of hormones and body fluids creeps up my nostrils, making them flare as feral thirst travels up my throat. I take a few moments to picture all the ways I could do this. I could move as smoothly as a ribbon of silk, and they wouldn’t even know I’m close until it’s too late.

The bastard wouldn’t know what’s coming at him until I’ve grabbed what’s left of his hair, pulled his head back, and stared him red-hot in the eye before I exposed my fangs to him. I’d bathe in the satisfaction of his horror before I sank my fangs into his flesh and took the first drag of his blood that would taste of sugar, disease, and cocaine. 

But I can’t do that. I can’t show him just how weak and powerless he actually is, how exposed to my whims. I’m gonna enjoy revealing to him how the tables have turned since we first met. But I have to get the girls out of the way first. Hypnosis has long ago stopped being a viable way to keep them silent. You never know when memories can start coming back to them. 

I clear my throat.

“Oh, I’m sorry, I didn’t realize you had company tonight. I was in the area, and I thought I’d come up. Since you said last week I could visit anytime I pleased.”

Ziggy Kwan snaps up, his wet mouth twisting. I lean against the wall, arms folded across my chest, and give him a sideway grin. 

“Cage. What a pleasant surprise. Oh yes, of course you can visit, of course.” He waves his hands rapidly, prompting the girls to stand, and gathers the sides of his robe around him as they scramble for their clothes on the floor. They redden to the tips of their ears, even though they don’t even dare look me in the eye.

“You must forgive them,” Zig says as he makes his way to the bar by the far wall. I walk slowly after him, keeping my eyes on the girls. Of course it unsettles them, and not entirely in a good way, but hell, if it gets them to reconsider their values. One of Zig’s favorite pieces of wisdom is, Don’t do anything you wouldn’t want your celebrity crush to catch you doing. I’d say it’s bullshit on any other occasion.

“It’s not every day that Cage Knox walks in on you while you suck off a dude,” he mocks, laughing as the girls scurry to the door, stepping on each other’s feet. He loves humiliating them, as he loves humiliating everyone else. I stare him down, disgust locked behind my expressionless face as he spreads out his arms with a bottle of champagne in one hand, and two glasses in the other. “You’re the country’s golden boy. Vocalist and main dancer of the Dark Angels. You’re an idol! Every woman’s wet dream.” He winks. “And many a man’s, too.”

“I’m not everybody’s wet dream. There are five of us Angels,” I reply, leaning against the bar counter and taking a glass straight from his hand. He’d frown at the audacity had it been anyone else, but he smiles and licks his lips instead, because it’s me. “And they all have a fair share of the market, as you well know.”

“Yes, I know, I made you what you are today, for crying out loud. But you’ve always been my favorite, you know that. My bias.” He grins with dirty meaning as he uses the term our fans use for their Angel crushes.

“There was always something about you, a beauty,” he says as he leans in, glass in his hand, swaying a little as he inspects me. His pupils are as big as quarters. He’s high as fuck. “It’s not just all the years that our company has polished you, all the training, the stylists, the fashion, the life. There was something there before. They started calling you The Porcelain Prince long before the Dark Angels made it big. I’ve always wondered what it was, but could never really put my finger on it. But I discovered something recently, and now I might have a theory. Wanna be the first to hear it?”

I don’t reply, but I guess I don’t need to.

“I mean, just looking at you, I couldn’t help thinking. What if you weren’t entirely human?”

The world stops for a moment, and Zig grins like he has me right where he wanted me. 

“Most people wouldn’t think of it, because you’re a pop star.  They think your beauty is all make-up, plastic surgery and special effects. But I’ve seen you without all of that. I know for a fact that’s the real you. So I did some research, and guess what? I found something.” He comes closer, lowering his voice. “You are, indeed, no simple human, are you, Cage?”

I grit my teeth. He’s fucking bluffing. For all the world is concerned, the existence of my kind is pure fantasy, so he can’t possibly mean that.

“I see you’re reluctant to answer me. Don’t worry, you don’t need to,” he continues, overly confident with his expanding chest. “I have proof. I’ve had it since the day I invited you to pay me a visit whenever you felt like sharing an evening with me. You see, I knew that when you did decide to come, it wouldn’t be because you discovered you responded to my affections. I may be in lust with you, but I’m not stupid. What you want is revenge, and you know what? It’s understandable. The stuff I did to you—” He bites his hanging lower lip and shakes his head as if in shock at what I’d been put through as a kid, but we both know he’s reveling in the memory. “So I needed some leverage. And I shared that leverage with one other person. Just one. If anything happens to me, your secret is out into the world like a fucking nuke.”

My jaw flexes. If the information really leaked, then all the Dark Angels are in danger. All of my kind is.

“Oh come on, Porcelain Prince. As long as you keep obeying my orders, you have nothing to worry about. Come, sit down with me, let us talk. I have a proposition for you.” He holds out his hand, inviting me towards the designer couch overlooking the shiny billboards that mark the city skyline. “A proposition that I’ve been thinking about ever since I discovered the truth about you.” 

When I don’t start walking, he reaches up, trying to cup my jaw and run his finger over the seam of my lips. I pull back. The bastard must be out of his mind to be risking this, especially if he knows.

“There’s no mistaking your anger, pretty boy, you know that? No mistaking the expression on these beautiful lips. Oh, these lips that get fangirls and fanboys wet. This beautiful porcelain jaw.” He tries to touch me again, but he stops. His pupils shrink visibly, which means the redness must have started to glow in mine. Fury swirls behind my eyeballs.

“Oh my,” he says, wisely stepping back. “Fascinating.” 

I need to pull myself together. I have to discover exactly what proof of my nature he’s talking about, and who he shared it with. Sure, I could drink his blood and find out, but there’s always the possibility that his blood doesn’t surrender this particular piece of information, and I need it. I sit down on the couch, leaning back with my champagne, merely cradling it as Zig sips his, fascinated eyes still on me.

“Oh, dear boy,” he slurs. “I knew from the moment I recruited you that you were special. You were always so damn intriguing. That devilish look in your eye, it messed with men and women. You could charm a fucking pack of cigarettes if you wanted to. But you couldn’t have been back then what you are now. Otherwise you would have—”

My upper lip curls over my teeth as I finish the sentence for him. “Otherwise I would have killed you. And the others.” 

At this point, someone listening in on our conversation would think they understand. They wouldn’t. I almost wish things were that simple.

“Who or what turned you into what you are now? When did it happen?” he presses on.

I throw my head back, laughing. Of course he’s desperate to find that out, because if it happened after my recruitment, it means it escaped him, and he hates not being in full control.  In fact, he can’t afford for anything to escape him. His is one of the biggest production companies in the whole country, and when he gets youngsters under contract, he becomes master of their entire lives. He recruited us years ago, and ran the Dark Angels like a fucking slave master. He cracked his whip over us, took over our family ties, banned dating—not that we would have been interested in the first place, not with the lives we led—and controlled our phones and social media. We all lived together in shared accommodations, with spycams in every corner. And we never complained. It’s how this gilded prison of fame works, and we knew what we were getting into from the start.

What we didn’t expect was what he asked of us later on.

“Believe it or not, it wasn’t something I wanted,” I tell him. “But then again, I always had a knack for attracting unwanted attention. I suppose it’s the dark side of an idol’s fate. The price we have to pay. That’s what you told me the day we met. What you didn’t tell me was all the shit you’d have me do later on.” I let my sharp fingernails run over the side of my glass. “Now it’s payback time, and you’ve got no one but yourself to blame.” I reveal my fangs, and he freezes for a moment.

“I’ve turned you into a god,” he says through his teeth. “I put the world at your feet. I got you out of that shithole village, and put you on international stages. You owe me, and if you don’t give me what I’m owed tonight, things are gonna get difficult for you and your band brothers.”

I stand, putting the glass down with sleek movements, much in contrast to what I really want to do. I imagine what it would feel like to punch him in the face, my rings ripping flesh off bone. 

“Indeed, you did. You made me who I am. You made all of us. And you’re gonna get what you’re owed.” I wrap my hand around his arm and pull him up. It’s too easy. He weighs no more than a teddy bear. “I’m about to pay you back for all of your favors.”

“You probably need to hear what  I want first,” he stammers, trying to appear still in control, but control is slipping through his fingers. Fear drives the drugs’ effect from his system, and he starts becoming aware of the danger he’s in. My own thrall works like an anesthetic, it’s what beasts like me are naturally endowed with to subdue their victims, but there won’t be any of that relief for this bastard. I won’t make this easy on him.

“You should really listen to me, there’s so much I want to offer you and your brothers,” he insists. 

“Oh, you’ve done more than enough for us.”

“Peanuts! It might look like you’re on top of the world, Cage, you and the other Angels, but there’s so much more room up. Think about it.” He backs away towards the floor-to-ceiling windows, motioning to them. There’s a neon ad behind him with our perfectly made-up faces sliding to the side, promoting our new album, ‘Love Run Deep Underground’. “You could be behind the scenes. That’s where the real power lies, and you know it. You’d have more influence, more money, and more freedom. In time, you could even gain anonymity, be able to live your lives as you please. You could run your own projects, even get a part of the company. A big part.” I keep advancing on him, which intimidates him, no matter how hard he tries to keep up the appearances. “The biggest part! I’ll make sure the other shareholders cede you up to fifty-one percent!”

“We both know that, as long as you live, we will never be fully free. If I let you go now, you’ll find a way to bounce back. You wouldn’t have made it this far in life if you’d done things any other way. So, at this point there are only two things that interest me, Zig.” I back him into a corner, speaking in the seductive tone he loves to bank on when we do our PR. Once his back is plastered against the glass wall, I run a finger down his bulldog cheek. Beads of sweat roll down his temple as he tries to determine whether my sharp fingernail is merely grazing or slashing his skin, because he’s too drenched in adrenaline to actually feel it. “Only two things you can give me—the name of who else knows, and the proof you have of what we are.”

“You’re asking me to hand over my bargaining chips? How stupid do you think I am?”

“Well, you were stupid enough to believe you could keep yourself alive by blackmailing me.”

“I thought you were a sensible man! I’m offering you the world!”

“Come on, Ziggy Kwan. What you’re offering is a little more room in the gilded cage you built around us. You wouldn’t give up control of the Dark Angels if it killed you. Which is about to happen.”

He’s frozen here against the wall, sweating and staring into my eyes with the despair of someone who’s searching for a last-minute solution, but his mind is stuck on pause. I scoff, and wipe the sweat off his forehead with the back of my finger. 

“Poor old Ziggy. If you knew what I was, what the hell were you thinking, inviting me over, and not securing protection?” I look around the room demonstratively. “Not that bodyguards would have helped you, but still. Oh, wait. Now I know.” I purse my lips and rest my finger against them, acting all sweet. Just the way he likes it, both on camera and in person. “You had hopes for tonight, didn’t you? For you and me?” I give him a dark smile, and the dirty look that I know gets his hormones running. “How could you, despite knowing the truth?”

“I would never dream of making you do something you don’t want to do.”

“Now, we both know that’s not true, Ziggy. The only reason I escaped your lust was because you wanted to break me before you fucked me, that’s why you did all those other things to me first. Now say it. I want to hear it from your mouth—what do you think I am? Say the word.”

When the words come out of his mouth, they’re a shaky breath. “You’re a vampire.”

There’s something about the way a sleazy bastard like him says the word to my face for the first time—vampire—that gives me a unique kind of high. 

“And I want you to make me one, too,” he says quickly, under his breath, mustering all of his courage. “Unless you want the word in everyone’s mouth out there.” He wedges himself from in between the wall and my body, keeping eye contact as if I were a wild beast. I stand still as a statue, not moving an inch, following him with carnivore eyes. 

“Here,” he says, unlocking his cell with face ID, and throwing it in my direction. I catch it in the air and look down at the screen, trying to understand what I’m seeing for a few moments. When understanding kicks in, it’s like a punch in the gut. 

“I know, I was as surprised as you,” Zig says. “But you must admit, they’re exquisite. And they show you exactly as you are.” He manages a short, snorted laugh. “Must feel like the ground has been pulled from under your feet, doesn’t it?”

No. It’s like I’ve been stripped naked, and exposed in the limelight. I’m staring down at an illustration of me, and it feels like I’m seeing myself for the first time in the mirror. I swipe left, driven by sheer curiosity. What I find is even better. Whoever made these, they see me. They must know. There’s no other way they could paint reality so accurately. 

The drawings are artistic, like the covers of vampire novels. Except they’re exceptionally well done. The face is contoured into an expression that maybe only the trained eye of my brothers would recognize. They don’t even portray me as the prince of seduction the company has groomed me into, and yet they’re compelling. 

I delete them with a few quick swipes of my thumb, and throw the cell back at Zig. The cell lands on the rug at his feet, but he laughs as he bends down for it.

“Deleting them from my phone doesn’t delete them from the world, Cage. Even if you manage to get them down from the site where she uploads them, you won’t stop her making more.”

“Her?” I repeat coldly.

“I don’t know if she has actual information about you, or if she has some psychic ability of seeing through you, but I know this—” He points with the phone at me, growing confident. He’s a fool. “The moment I saw those drawings, I recognized you. The truth of you. And the more of those she draws, the more your fans will start seeing it, too.”

“Are these drawings the proof you were talking about?”

“More investigation is underway. But one thing is certain, you must agree—this girl knows. Tsk, tsk.” He shakes his head. “Just imagine. The reality of vampires that has stayed hidden for millennia, poof—” He mimics an explosion with his hands, widening his eyes. “Exploding out into the world.”

“Well, I guess I’m gonna have to hurry and contain the danger then.”

In a split second I’m chest-to-chest with him, trapping him against the glass wall that overlooks the city, which  is the only thing that stands between him and a free fall.

“I must make sure that my secret doesn’t land out there.” I bring my lips close to Zig’s face. His gaze drops to them, and my stomach revolts in disgust. Even now, face to face with death, he still imagines them around his cock. I start to release the monster inside, my fangs growing, my irises reddening and my features changing. 

“Make me what you are,” he whispers in my face, red in the cheeks. “And I will make you a powerful man, I swear. More powerful than you’ve ever dreamed. The world will never know your secret. Our secret.” 

“Hmmm, wouldn’t that be a good bargain?”

I run my fingers over the back of his neck. I struggle with myself to keep from crushing him, coating my hatred with tenderness. But it seems that what enthralls him most, like all the other bastards I took down before him, is the violence they feel simmering behind my light touch. He closes his eyes, and his lips fall open as he leans his head back. 

“Yes, that’s it, my beautiful boy. Give it to me.”

The words make my skin crawl.

“Oh, I will. But there’s just one more thing I’d like added to our deal. One more piece of information. Who else knows besides the girl? Who did you share the secret with?” I ask softly, seductively, messing with his head.

“My brother, Lear,” he says, his voice fading, his eyes closing. He’s lost in my touch. In a matter of seconds, he’ll have no more free will. I activate my enthralling scent to wrap him tighter in my deadly grip, like a spider weaving its cocoon. 

“Does he have proof? Does he know about the girl?”

He moves his head from side to side, giving in to the sensation as my sharp fingernail slides down his hairy chest towards his belly. I don’t draw blood yet, but he hisses, his skin pebbling with a mixture of pleasure and fear. 

“He saw the drawings. He might well go after the girl.” He opens his eyes to meet mine, heavily. In them, I can see that he knows this is his end. They all know when the moment comes. “Ah, what a sensual dance you can make of death, Porcelain Prince.”

“Your last dance.”

He throws his head back, laughing with a sick sort of satisfaction. “If you finish me now, Cage, there will be no more containing this. Lear will go after you.”

“Then it will be between Lear and me. But at least I know he won’t expose me. He won’t share the secret with anyone else.”

“Why are you so sure?”

“Because he wants the same thing you do.” I wrap my hand around his neck, squeezing just enough to rip a moan of pleasure from his lips. It revolts me, disgusts me, does all sorts of bad things to me, but seducing those we despise has become second nature to my brothers and me. We turn them on, and let them choke on their own lust. To most of them, we’re just jerk-off material anyway. Might as well make them suffer for it. 

I take one last look at the dirty bastard that trembles between my body and the glass wall. I sink my hand in what’s left of his thin hair, and tug his head harshly to the side. Instead of protest, he meets my violence with a groan, licking his lips. 

But I won’t let him take pleasure in this. Not after everything he’s put me through. 

The moment my fangs break through his fragile skin, I let an extra amount of venom travel down my fangs. He draws a breath to fuel a scream, but I cover his mouth with my hand, pushing his head against the wall. It’s all I can do to control my strength and keep from smashing his skull. He tries to struggle, but I pin him against the wall with my body, which must feel as hard as the armored glass behind him. 

I can taste his emotions in his blood. Another perk of my condition. Once you drink someone’s blood, you take in their knowledge, their feelings, their essence. Most of us usually block the intake of information along with the blood, because it’s not always as nourishing to our minds and spirits as it is to our bodies. But this time, the transfer is necessary. We can’t risk the world finding out that vampires exist. The world would succumb to chaos, and fast.

Life leaves Ziggy Kwan’s body as I crush it between the wall and my chest, draining his blood. The chemistry of his emotions speaks to me. He marvels at the strength of the pretty boy he recruited years ago. Now, this pretty boy has the strength of a devil, and Ziggy is dying by the hand of the idol he created.

“My brother will come after you,” he manages with his last fading breath, gurgling as I lay him gently on the floor, my fangs still sunken in his throat. “He will…He will…” His eyeballs roll in their sockets. I see it as I rise, wiping the blood off my mouth with the back of my hand, taking in the information as I stare at his gaping face. 

That Lear Kwan knows is bad news. The man is not just more powerful than his brother, he’s one of the top three most powerful men in the country. He pulls important strings in the political world, at a national level. If the info made it that high, we’re in danger of discovery. But if I know anything about Lear Kwan, it’s that he would keep such precious information to himself until he figured out how best to use it. He’ll probably want to talk to me first, like his brother, before he releases my secret into the world.

The girl. She’s where this disaster started, and that’s where we have to start containing it. Somehow, she saw things that no one else did. She saw behind layers upon layers of masks. I close my eyes and seek more information about her in the traces of blood inside my mouth. I trace her to a fan art account that she runs under the pen name AimeeBiased. I open my eyes and hitch my phone from the inside pocket of my jacket, looking down at Ziggy Kwan’s dead body. Time to call in the clean-up team, namely my brothers Onyx and Diesel. They’ll know what to do make all this look like an accident.

As soon as that’s done I turn around, typing the site’s name into the search bar on my phone. 

Then her account name.

Luckily, she has a profile picture of herself, and not her work, which is rare for these artsy types. The picture is small, uninteresting, depicting a girl with her arms spread out atop a mountain. Most people would only be able to make out her slim frame, long dark hair, and her oversized white sweater with our band name written on it in stylish black and gold. But I have vampire eyes that can zero in on the details, and they zero in on her face. I punch the button to call the elevator to the penthouse, my eyes still stuck on her face. 

AimeeBiased is a pretty girl, but that’s not what holds my attention. The world is overflowing with pretty girls, and there’s an abundance of world-class beauties around my brothers and me all the time. Women that are willing to fulfill our every desire. But there’s something about this one that I’ve never seen before. I can’t put my finger on it right away, yet by the time the elevator doors open on the ground floor of the RockOn Entertainment building, I have it.

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NEXT CHAPTER.

What does it feel like to be loved by you? What kind of lover do you attract? A personality test by Ana Calin.

NEW personality test by Ana Calin. Be warned – this one is for dark, complex souls.  It’s one of those articles in which we’re exploring our demons (you know, because that’s what I do all day writing sexy shifters, vampires and fae princes). So here we go.

Please read the following sentences and decide without much thought, within a few seconds, which one holds truest for you. Try to feel the answer rather than think it, and please, do NOT even peek at the interpretations before you’ve made your decision.

  1. I’ve been spending my life waiting for a drop of tenderness.
  2. True love isn’t a sweet delight, it’s a decadent pleasure.
  3. I take my love stories with a bed of roses and a dash of poison.
  4. There’s no crueler hell than unrequited love.

Interpretations:

  1. Yours is a bottomless soul with a tragic story. You were probably subjected to emotional abuse in your early life. You might be prone to develop the Stockholm Syndrome. Your love stories are profound, but they always have an element of pain to them. It’s that element of pain that attracts you, and that makes you attractive. You might be inclined to create victim-abuser scenarios. Try reading villain romances, bully romances, you might like them. You love a bully if you feel he is a hurt soul in need of rescue.
  2. Your love stories are probably toxic and glamorous, which is why you might be highly addictive to your partners. You love hard, but you hate even harder. You tend to take matters into your hands, and you probably go after the men or women you like, too. You’re mentally very robust, but you can still go stalkerish on your love interests. Your lovers are either so affected by you they can never forget you, or they run away from an intensity they can’t handle. You simply burn too hot for them.
  3. You might be slightly (or seriously) masochistic, and here I don’t necessarily mean your sensual preferences, even though those could be as interesting and elegantly twisted as your personality. You’re interested in sophisticated and demanding lovers that challenge you on multiple levels, helping you grow. You’re most probably that kind of lover, too. You know how to make your SO feel special, but you can crush them, too. You don’t mind being the one crushed either, because to you, that is sometimes the price of a love story that’s worth living.
  4. You are a natural giver. Your love is like a deep, mysterious ocean that yet hides more sorrow than golden treasure. You have a tendency to fall in love with emotionally unavailable people, or may have an attraction towards forbidden love scenarios. You may have a subconscious pattern of putting yourself in painful situations. Subconsciously, you may fetishize being emotionally mistreated. It’s very possible that you have deep-seated worthiness issues. You may gravitate towards people who seem indifferent to you in an effort to feed your self-deprecating self-image. But make no mistake—being loved by you is like being cradled by ocean waves; it’s a one of a kind experience.

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The Dragon’s Game Excerpt

NEW Dragon Shifter book coming out in ten to fourteen days!

Blurb:

Evil has crept back into the human realm, and only two people can banish it. A fire dragon with a heart of ice, and the only woman who can melt it.

Hazel

Igor Davydov is a dragon shifter with a godly body, a sculpted face, and deadly skills. He’s been protecting me from afar ever since the serpent god Apep was banished from the human realm, but now evil is back, and so is Igor. Up close. In front of my apartment building. Crashing my date that’s gone terribly wrong anyway, and asking to come up.

To him, I was always just a sickly girl that depended on meds to keep herself on her feet. Still, for this mission, he needs me, because despite my weakness, I have one mysterious supernatural strength. Problem is, there’s only one way to defeat the serpent god, one that will bind Igor and me to each other forever, for better or for worse. And right now, things are bad, going on worse. But somewhere along this dark and dangerous road I discover the tragic life story behind Igor’s tough shell, and the more I learn, the harder I fall for him. He wasn’t always a brute that thrived on war and blood. He was once a beautiful boy that now only I can see, and that I’m falling madly in love with. Hopelessly in love, because there’s no way in hell he can ever feel the same about me. Is there?

***

First Meet

“Let me out of here right now,” I demand, but my voice is shaky. He laughs, clearly not impressed, putting a hand on my thigh. I look down with a sense of dread. I’ve gained some weight since I started taking my medication regularly, but Darryl’s hand is still big enough to grab the entire girth of my thigh.
“Give me one kiss then,” he says. “Come on, it’s the least you can do for all the time and money I invested in us, don’t you think?”
A wave of nausea travels up to my throat, and I go light-headed. This can’t be actually happening to me. I press myself against the door as he leans closer, his hand tightening on my thigh, until a terrible force yanks the door open. Reality becomes sharp as hell as I stumble backwards, a strong arm catching me before I hit the ground. The first thing I recognize about the intruder is his scent, one that I would recognize anywhere. Campfires, and dragon skin.
“Okay, this is where you call it a night.” Igor Davydov has the deepest voice I’ve ever heard, and if the situation weren’t making me so sex-adverse right now, I’d probably mention how sexy it is.
Failing to find the balance I need, Igor keeps his concrete hold on me, looking down at my face out of those brutishly blue eyes. He doesn’t say it, but ‘what were you thinking?’ is written all over his face. A wave of shame runs through me, causing me to lower my blushing face, but why, damn it? I haven’t done anything wrong.
“Who is this dude?” Darryl asks after a few moments of what I expect was stunned silence, which makes total fucking sense. It’s not every day that a guy reaches into your car for your date, much less one like Igor Davydov, who looks like the modern Viking role was created based on him. He’s big, blonde, and seemingly sculpted out of a piece of rock. There’s also something unmistakably brutal about his face, with eyes like rough blue diamonds, which would place him just right among the Northern warriors—or, better yet, their gods. His mouth is particularly sensual though, if you ask me.
And maybe not just me. Women forget how to breathe whenever he walks into a room, I’ve witnessed that more than once. Igor is a dragon shifter, and dragon shifters have that effect. Most people don’t know that they exist, they don’t know there are supernaturals out there at all, but still, you can’t look at this man and not realize he’s different. The power contained in those muscles, it emits its own freaking aura, and somehow when he’s dressed in a simple Diesel T-shirt, jeans and army boots, like tonight, the effect is even more compelling. My sister, Vienna, said it was the dichotomy of it, their supernatural looks wrapped in our all too mundane fabrics that make them so impossible to look away from.
Under the impact of first impression, Darryl blinks up at Igor as if something just hit him in the head. In a few moments though, his subconscious mind has already crafted a story that makes sense, and animosity rearranges his features.
“I’m talking to you, Hazel, who is this guy?” he demands like a husband that was just screwed over.
“That’s none of your fucking business,” Igor replies in my place.
“Is she seeing you, too?” Darryl pushes, his voice too high-pitched.  “Were you trying to play me, Hazel!?”
“We’re, we’re not—”
“We live together,” Igor cuts in. He turns to me and raises a very dominant eyebrow when all my brain does is scream ‘Whattt?’ inside my head. “Tell him, Hazel. Tell him how long we’ve been room-mates.”
“So you live with your sister, right?” Darryl spits, glaring at me like I’m a cockroach worth squashing. “I should have known. You looked like trash the first time I saw you, I should have never expected you to be anything else.”
That should offend me, but my confidence is leaving me. Maybe I did lead him on. The way he reacts, as if I owe him something, it confuses me.  Inexplicable guilt crawls up from my stomach, but Igor’s deep voice tears through that.
“You better watch your language, you sorry piece of shit.”
Darryl’s lips become a hard line as he prepares his comeback. I can feel the muscles in Igor’s arm work around my shoulders, and one glance at his large hand confirms he’s clenched his fist. Shit, if this escalates, he’s gonna rip the guy apart.
“Listen, why don’t we all take a deep breath, all right? This has been nothing but a big misunderstanding.” I hold up my hands, but I get the opposite effect of what I wanted. Igor’s body heats up, his arm like a stove around my shoulders in the chilly evening. His dragon fire is mounting, and he’s staring daggers at Darryl.
“Darryl got the wrong impression, that’s all.” I turn to my date, placing a hand on my heart. “Listen, you’re a great catch, any girl would be lucky to have your attention. I was flattered, too, so I went along with it, and that wasn’t fair to you, because I wasn’t ready. You see, I—” But he interrupts me before I get to tell him about my strange condition of autophagy and draining energy, and how I desperately needed contact to the outside world, to people, because I was going to go insane in isolation.
“Oh, save it,” he bites out. “I get it. It’s fucking obvious.” His eyes spit venom at Igor and me. “You were hopelessly into your room-mate. You probably fuck, too, whenever he feels like it, of course. But if you think you can fuck your way into a real relationship with him, let me burst your bubble now. Guy’s top of the food chain, he probably fucks a second-hand rag like you every other day.”
My skin burns in indignation, but a second later I just stare with an open mouth, flabbergasted. Igor reaches in and grabs Darryl by his throat.
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Vampire Rockstar Fragment

Hello folks! As I haven’t told anybody, my new vampire romance Vampire Rockstar is coming out by the 22nd of this month. This is my Halloween contribution to the world, as I like writing intense dark stuff, so here is a fragment I particularly enjoyed writing. Let me know what you think, and oh! If you can’t wait until the book is out, you can enjoy the first two books of this series (Vampires), The Porcelain Prince and Vampire Idol on Amazon. The books are free in Kindle Unlimited, and every book in this series (Vampires) can be read as a standalone, in case you were wondering. So here’s what Vampire Rockstar is about, and the fragment I promised.

Blurb Vampire Rockstar

Gigi
One job to make it big—get pictures of the world’s most famous boy band at one of their private events in London, and sell them to the tabloids. But things don’t go as planned, and I end up in a dark alleyway with a stalker on my tracks. Hours later, I’m the captive of Diesel van San, rockstar, holder of the ‘sexiest man alive’ title and, as it turns out, vampire.
Diesel wants me to use my connections to the London underground to locate his biggest enemy, and he’ll be keeping me under his complete control until I get him that. But his desires become more personal as we go, and it’s impossible to resist them. I keep reminding myself that Diesel van San is a player, a predator, a young god in piercings and tattoos that no woman can hold down. But he’s also got powers no woman can resist, and he’s determined to bring me to my knees.  He wants to own me, do me, make me his own personal call girl, but that’s not all. The last bit of Diesel’s proposition goes beyond indecent. It’s dark, twisted, and God knows I should say no. And yet…

Fragment Vampire Rockstar (Where things begin to heat up):

People move out of our path as our bodyguards make way for us among them like cutting through butter. Most people here are wasted or high, but they snap out of it as they realize what they’re seeing. We must make one hell of a couple, Gigi and I, she like a classy business woman out for some weekend fun, in the company of a rock star, a bad boy, all studded leather, tattoos and piercings.

The attention of the thugs on us thickens, men in balaclavas appearing around the walls. I take Gigi’s hand in mine to make extra sure no unnecessary space is created between us. It startles her, and her first impulse is to shake out of my grip, but I clasp her tighter.

“What are you doing?” she whispers, knowing that my vampire senses allow me to hear her even over the pounding music. “They’re gonna think that we’re—”

“That ship has sailed already anyway,” I say, leaning down to her ear, not releasing her hand. “You’ve been seen at the hotel. Now you’ve been seen here with me. There’s no chance in hell that people won’t be snapping a thousand pictures of us here tonight, so there goes nothing.”

“How can you say that? Maintaining the illusion that you’re single is crucial to your career.”

“And we will keep that illusion.”

“How do you suppose we do that?” She glances down at our interlocked hands.

“By making it look like we’re just a fling to each other.”

She scoffs. “There’s no way in hell—”

“Remember your brother, and all the things I can do for him.”

We reach the table at the back of the club that my people reserved for us, and the bodyguards take their positions around it, like they’ve been instructed to. They do it in such a way that Gigi and I can still be seen at the table where whiskey, Red Bull, champagne and ice has already been arranged for us. The sight of alcohol seems to make her feel sick, or maybe it’s what I just said to her.

“Did I say anything to disgust you?” I inquire through my teeth as I invite her to take a seat on the cream sofa.

“You still ask? You just suggested we make it look like I’m your whore.”

“Or like I’m your fuckboy. You look like a badass business woman out for some fun.”

She looks up at me with startled eyes, and I burst into laughter. “I see you’re not very keen on that idea.”

“If I were a badass business woman, I sure as hell wouldn’t be taking a lover like you.”

“No?” I drop down on the sofa next to her, man-spreading and resting an arm on the back of the sofa behind her shoulders. I know I’m overstepping boundaries, but I don’t give a fuck. “And what kind of lover would you take, milady?”

“Certainly not a conceited asshole that’s become an emotional cripple after having fucked hundreds of women.”

“Asshole? We’re calling each other names now?”

Fury blazes in her cheeks. She’s wearing make-up this time, so the fire under her skin is perfectly covered, but I can smell it on her blood, and it makes me hard.

“I’m sorry for that,” she forces herself to say, pursing her red lips. I imagine smearing that red lipstick all over her face with my cock. “It’s just, it was offensive, implying that we might use each other for, you know.”

“For sex?” I spell it out for her. She nods, looking away from me and sweeping the club. She wants to drop the subject and bring it back to Shanker, the reason we’re here, but I’ll be damned if I let it.

“You know, you’ll be under my protection indefinitely, and that means there won’t be any men around you to scratch that itch. You might as well strike an arrangement with me, especially since there’s so much I can do for you.”

She scoffs without looking at me, still sweeping the club for faces she might recognize through the shisha steam and the intermittently flashing lights. The music isn’t as loud here, so we can understand each other without her having to yell. She makes to inch away from me, but I wind my arm around her shoulders and pull her back, eliciting an outraged reaction from her.

“What the hell do you think you’re doing?”

“I’m serious, Gigi. I could do much more for your brother than get him out of jail. I could fuck up those who set him up. And those are just some of the things I could do for you.”

She blinks rapidly like she can’t quite believe what she’s just heard.

“Diesel, are you seriously proposing an affair?”

My response is a long hard look at her. She stops breathing, and her heart beats so hard I can hear it as loud as the bass in the speakers.

“Wait a minute, are you going to make that a condition for getting Ronan out of jail?”

“No. I already made a promise related to that.”

“All right, then I guess the answer is a loud and clear Fuck No.”

But I won’t take no for an answer. I know how to get a yes when I want it, so I bring my mouth so close to her ear that my lips brush the shell. She feels trapped against me, her whole body is on fire, but there’s nowhere to go for her.

“Have an affair with me, and I’ll never feed on another human again.”

Her head snaps at me, her smokey eyes wide. She resembles a stricken goddess, one that I’m going to make mine and subject to my most hidden desires.

“You can’t promise that.”

“Yes, I can.”

“You have to feed somehow. If you don’t feed, you waste away, Aimee told me.”

“I would be feeding. On your blood exclusively.”

“What the hell are you saying?” She tries to jolt away from me, but my arm turns to stone around her.

“There’s no way in hell you just made this proposition to me.”

“I did.”

“Then there’s no way in hell I’m accepting.”

I look around the club, and fix one particularly ugly pimp just outside the circle the bodyguards make around us.

“Then prepare to get a lot of blood on your hands tonight.”

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UPDATE Release Schedule – The next book in your favorite series

The Summer of 2020 has been unconventional to say the least, which has given many of us authors time to write more, and organize and re-organize our schedules in new ways. At a certain point I had more books scheduled for this year than I could actually write, I mean write like I mean it, immersing myself in the books’ worlds properly. So, without further ado, this is the new schedule my awesome editor Tami and I came up with. Acquiring covers we fell in love with at first sight may or may not have had to do with our planning new stories *wink*. Anyways, some of these titles are already backed up with pre-orders, and there’s a link to them wherever that’s the case. We will go adding links as we add more pre-orders. So here we go 🙂

(Fae Romance, Vampires and Shifters by Ana Calin)

Prince Michael the Bad (Book 7 of the Dracula’s Bloodline series) – 24th of August

Wicked King (Book 3 of the Fae of Fire and Ash series) – 24th of September

Vicious Fae (Book 2 of the Hiddeen World series) – 22nd of October

In Sin with the Wolf (Book 4 of the Magnificent Beasts series) – 24th of November

The Dragon Lord’s Fated Mate (Book 1 of the Dragon Chronicles series) – 22nd of December

the NEXT BOOK IN THE MAJOR ARCANA ACADEMY SERIES WILL BE RELEASED LATER IN 2021

Dragon’s Prisoner (Book 2 of the Deagon Chronicles series)24th of Feburary 2021

The Devil’s Son (Book 8 of the Dracula’s Bloodline series) 05th of March 2021

The schedule for March – December 2021 follows.

But until then there’s so much more that’s available for you right now. Check out all the available books and series here.