Unhealthy Obsession – Chapter II – Part 1

Enjoy the second chapter of Unhealthy Obsession, part I. (Note: This is the sequel to Unholy Intentions, and it’s coming out by the end of this month!) (READ Chapter I of Unhealthy Obsession here and stay tuned for more goodies until the ARCs are released. Genre: Dark Romance, Billionaire Romance, Bodyguard Romance, Secret Society, Unhinged Hero, Dirty Smut, BookTok Favorites and Trigger Warnings to name a few. You’ve been warned.

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Hailey

I slap my palms against the double doors that lead to what used to be Bobby’s training hall and is now Priest’s main assembly room. I have to lean my whole weight against the dark, lacquered wood to push them open. By the time I’m staring at Priest’s black-clad back, I’m panting, but I’m also angry as fuck, which is a blessing, considering how I still morph into a puddle of blabbering idiocy whenever he looks at me. 

“You can’t do this, you cannot do this,” I manage, my voice shaking.

The men surrounding Priest step away, opening the view to what they’d been working on—a holographic representation of the mansion and its grounds floating on top of Priest’s desk. The web of red dots and laser routes pervading the model serves as a brutal reminder of the impossible levels of security he’s put into place, reminding me there’s no escape. “It feels like every damn bud in the rose garden has eyes and ears,” Kira said earlier today as she shook the water off her umbrella in the loggia. Spotting the two Clerics shadowing me beyond the lobby pillars, she swallowed whatever else she wanted to say before we went up to the second floor, where the entire Gekko Studios is being moved. Equipment and furniture is still being brought in as I stand here fuming. 

“Ms. Saintpatrick,” the other Clerics greet, lowering their heads, while Priest stares at me with an opaque look in his lynx eyes. It cuts so fucking deep, deeper than I care to admit. 

In my head, I replay the night when he said he was my prison. I’ve held my ground since then, forcing myself to hate him. On the inside, I want to beg for his chains. 

“You can’t lock me in this house, just like he used to do,” I spit out, trying to hide how much his presence affects me. 

I think of my former guards’ contorted bodies heaped in a pile at the foot of the service stairs to reinforce my resentment against Priest Ward. The memory still gives me nightmares, and in each one, I look down at them while holding hands with their killer. With the man who orphaned their children, and is no better for it, just because he looks after all of them financially. 

The killer staring me in the eye right now. Cold, collected, and looking forbiddingly mouthwatering in that Clerical black suit with the gill-like cuts on the sides that remind everyone how much of a shark he is. 

“How long are you going to keep this up?” I demand, holding his stare and hoping to find a crack in his granite mask. “How long are you going to keep me hostage in this place?”

“Hostage? The palazzo belongs to you.” His deep voice drifts across the room, licking over my senses like a shadow of sin. “The entire premises span over the equivalent of several city blocks, all of it at your disposal.”

“I’m still on a fucking leash.”

His eyes narrow into slits, everything about him harder, colder. “Not yet, but I would indeed put you on one, if that’s what it took to keep you safe.”

“Keep me safe,” I walk closer. “This isn’t you keeping me safe, Priest, it’s you keeping me prisoner.”

“You live like a princess,” he counters. 

I point my finger at him. “I see what you’re trying to do. Don’t.”

“But can you argue with it?” He gestures toward the windows. “You live in a mansion with sweeping private gardens, in the most exclusive city suburb. You own one of the world’s most prestigious animation studios, relocated here entirely for your convenience. Every one of your stepfather’s companies is now under your control, with entire teams of experts at your disposal.” His voice turns silky, edged with cunning. “You live the poshest of lives. Cocooned in absolute luxury.”

“I live in chains!” I spell out. “And fuck you for making it sound like I’m a spoiled brat.” 

The closer I get, the further away the other Clerics move, pulling out devices to busy themselves. They never dare intervene between Priest and me. 

“Why are you even still here, still protecting me?” I argue. “Bobby is locked in the basement, his allies eliminated.”

“All besides Rowan Sheffield.”

I narrow my eyes. “Even if he’s still on the loose, it’s not like he can shoot at our windows again anytime soon. The Order is all over him.”

“I don’t think he was acting alone, or of his own accord. I need to be sure before I tick this mission off as complete. All we have on his whereabouts is speculation, and we need hard facts.”

I cross my arms over my chest. “Neither he nor his allies would dare come after me out in the open, not after everything that happened. Besides, you said it yourself—the shooting wasn’t for me. Someone was targeting you. Sending you a message.”

“Exactly. And that someone is still unknown and on the loose,” he says, calm but adamant. “Protocol dictates that you remain inside, under my permanent surveillance.”

“This is ridiculous. I’m just a girl, not a nuclear facility. This is overkill.”

Priest approaches, slowly, methodically. I should step away, make sure there’s a safe distance between us, but I wait for him to get close enough so I can breathe him in. No matter how fiercely I fight myself, I still crave his scent of mystery, danger, and ghost stories on October nights. 

“You’re not wrong, and I’ve been talking to Zayne about that. Why would the Order activate the highest-ranked Cleric to protect an ordinary girl like she’s a warhead? We didn’t come up with the answer, but a way to find out.” 

I swallow hard at that word, ordinary. I never had a problem with it until it came out of his mouth. Damn my stupid heart for wanting to be special to him. 

I grit my teeth. “But if the shooting didn’t have anything to do with me—”

“It had to do with me protecting you. With your true identity. We don’t get to be sloppy about this, Hailey. We have to find out why you’re so important to the Order.”

I sink into his deliciously claustrophobic presence, hating how much of a sucker I am for his hypnotic attention.   

“Okay, so how do we do it?” 

“We have two leads. Two people who may have the answer. I was going to interrogate one of them today, but now that you’re here and complaining about feeling like a hostage, I think you should join me. It would make the interrogation less…brutal.” 

I cock my head to the side. “Are you trying to tempt me into complicity?”

“I could always coerce you into it.”

“No need. Temptation is working. I need to get out of here as soon as possible.”

His mien turns graver. 

“You might not feel that way once you hear who we’re seeing.”

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“Unholy Intentions” – Chapter VI – No Sanctuary

Hey, loves!

It’s time for a brand-new chapter of Unholy Intentions! “No Sanctuary” is here, and trust me—you don’t want to miss what’s coming. Things are getting more intense, more dangerous, and even more irresistible between Hailey and Priest.

But before you dive in, I have some exciting news! The ARC team for Unholy Intentions is now open! If you’d love to get an Advance Reader Copy (ARC) and read the book before anyone else, now’s your chance!

Email me at anacalin@theromancetrove.com
ARCs will be sent between March 15th-17th, in electronic format to your e-mail, in exchange for a review on Amazon on the day of release (20th – 22nd of March), if you choose to leave one.

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Now, go ahead and lose yourself in the dark obsession, deadly secrets, and possessive tension of this new chapter. As always, I love hearing your thoughts—drop a comment and let me know what you think!

 Happy reading, and welcome to the dark side!

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Hailey

Sniffling, I look up at his face, searching for what exactly is doing this to my senses. I let my eyes slide freely over his features. He appeared so perfect last night, but frankly, I wrote it off as an effect of the club lights, the booze, and then my being so damn horny. But now that I’m sober, I see it clearly, that thing that’s so special about him, and it goes way beyond his ridiculously good looks. Those gold-green eyes seem to have known the most rotten sins, and forgiven men as terrible as Bobby Saintpatrick right before he slit their throats. A confessor who will listen without judgment, and an executioner who will kill without mercy, blended into one.

Frightening things simmer in that vastness, pulling me closer.  

A faint, barely noticeable scar slashes through his eyebrow, enhancing the dangerous edge of his allure, and I wonder what put it there. Afraid I might be too obvious, I let my eyes drop. 

To his lips.

I swear the man has the most kissable mouth I’ve ever seen. It’s an effort to keep my own shut and not ask him if he ever did taste a woman’s lips. Maybe before he became a Cleric? Before he took his vows? A stab of jealousy goes through me at that thought. If he did, I wish I were that woman. His lips look like fucking candy, and an outline of them in anime style starts taking shape in my mind. I wonder if he already knows I’m into that. 

I look away, heat rushing to my face. I don’t know what hurts more, the thought of him knowing what I like, or him touching another woman. 

“It’s all right,” he says, his voice like silk on naked skin. “You’re in shock. Anyone would be.”

He signals the other men to close the door to the service stairs. 

“No, they need to get them out, please,” I protest, tears pooling into my eyes. Priest wraps an arm around my shoulders, pulling me into his warmth as he leads me away. “Please, they can’t just leave them there like discarded carcasses.”

“They are discarded carcasses, Hailey. That’s all that’s left of them. The people you knew, they’re not in there anymore.” 

He ushers me into my bedroom and closes the door. Duckling jumps from the bed to the ottoman and from there right into my arms. I gather the warm ball of fluff to my chest, careful not to squeeze her too hard, burying my face in her white fur and thanking God for the millionth time for her. 

“When you opened that door, you chose the truth. And the truth is that those men weren’t just killed. They were slaughtered.” He pauses for just a beat. “Your stalker has a very special set of skills, one I’ve only seen among highly trained Order members.” 

A cold shiver runs down my spine.

“You’re saying,” I whisper, “my stalker is an Order fighter?” 

“One that wanted to make a point last night.”

“And how come the hotshot Brother Superior didn’t see this coming? How come you couldn’t save them?” 

His eyebrows dip, and his face seems more angular, more brutal.

You are my assignment. And you are safe,” he points out.

“Then this is all my fault,” I shriek, feeling like I’m losing it. “I did this to them. I widowed their wives, I orphaned their children.” The weight of that truth crushes me from the inside out.

Priest reaches me in a few strides, his large hands wrapping around my shoulders.

“Listen. The man who did this is the only one responsible for the massacre. He alone is responsible for his actions. Not the people who provoked them, or even the ones who benefit from them.”

Some of the weight inside lifts, allowing me to at least breathe. 

“But I did provoke him, and you know it.  It’s why you’re here.” My voice turns to a whisper. I must sound like a lunatic sharing her delusions. “The things that I did…” I want to tell him, so bad, but it won’t come out. I’m too ashamed. 

And he doesn’t push. All he does is trace my cheek lightly with his finger, and I can’t take my eyes off the golden abyss in his. They’re such a captivating shade. He cups my face in those large hands, and my lips part on a breath. His palms are calloused, everything in their texture reminding me this is a world-class killer holding my face, and yet all I want to do is step even closer, right into his personal space, and breathe his air. 

“If we were to live our lives thinking about how our actions could influence others’ decisions, you’d see a burn-out pandemic in no time. No man who’s right in the head decides to stalk a woman, no matter how maddeningly sexy she is. There’s nothing you could have done to stop this asshole.”

He thinks I’m maddeningly sexy?

I flinch when he drops his hands off me and makes a step of space between us, remembering to take a much-needed breath. 

I was never a religious person, but if God had a weapon, it would be this man, which is why I find it hard to believe the stalker was actually able to get past him. I can’t help wondering if he didn’t actually let it happen. Anything is possible in the dark vastness in his eyes, and that includes diabolical schemes. 

“Still, we need to tighten protection around you for good measure,” he says, “which is why I’m going to move in with you.”

Wait, what?

“Excuse me?” 

“I know that doesn’t leave you much personal space, but it’s the way it is,” he declares.

“The stalker didn’t get to me,” I argue because him living here, under the same roof as me, is not an option.“I’ll be fine.” Fuck, I sound desperate, but it doesn’t move him in the least.

“You need permanent monitoring, twenty-four-seven. End of discussion.” 

My skin starts to itch, and I scratch myself nervously, biting the inside of my cheek. I should just stop. Just close down the account, go off the grid. After all, what kind of woman would I be, still playing around on OhEf when a dozen men have lost their lives because of me? Even if only out of respect to them and their grieving loved ones I should stop fingering myself for pervs online. 

“Listen kitty kat, we need to get this guy sooner rather than later. Would putting up with my presence really be that terrible?” His tone becomes a lush shade of black. If I close my eyes, I might just feel it on my skin. I have no idea when he started using that pet name for me, but it bothers me far less than it should. 

“Is it true?” I whisper. “That the Cleric can hypnotize people just using their voice?”

He gives me the ghost of a smile. “It’s called conversational hypnosis.” 

 “Can you compel people to tell the truth as well?” I whisper, deepening the sense of intimacy. 

“Conversational hypnosis is a psychological technique, not an esoteric act. A skill, not a superhuman ability. So no, I don’t have fairy-land abilities.” Is it just me, or he’s even closer now? “But I am an Iron Cleric. We are bound by oath to tell the truth—if the right questions are asked.”

“So,” I breathe, “are you doing it to me right now?”  

“Does it feel like I am?”

“It feels…” A prickling sensation travels over my skin. “It feels like I’ve taken a drug that slowly unfurls through my veins.” 

“I’m here to protect you, Hailey, not to toy with you.” He steps back, his spell starting to fade.

The dead men lying at the foot of the service stairs knock right into the forefront of my brain again, and my insides knot.

“Do you ever get used to it?” I breathe. “Death?”

“The sight? Yes. The smell? Never.”

My nostrils flare at the memory of a scent I didn’t even register, but I now realize already burned itself into my brain. 

“I’d never seen a dead body before tonight.” I walk to him as if a magnet were pulling me. “I was told that dead people looked like they were sleeping. Like they could open their eyes any second, and stand, and walk, and hug their loved ones. But those men, they looked so ultimately, flagrantly dead.” My voice breaks.

“If it’s any comfort,” Priest says, “death isn’t always an ugly thing. It doesn’t always hurt, and it’s not always horrible.”

I lose myself in those gold-green eyes that pull me in like the vastness of the universe. 

“But it was horrible for those men,” I whisper. “They died in terror that twisted their faces. It didn’t even look…natural.”

Every second I look at him I remember he’s a killer, yet I gravitate toward him like a reckless little planet toward a black hole. After a moment’s hesitation, I think he’s about to tell me something big, but the door is thrown open, and a guard barges in.

“Cleric Ward,” he heaves, looking frantic. “There’s something you need to see.”